This is the livejournal of Deanna.
Layout made for her by Pam with the opal template by halffling and artwork of CloudxTifa from the game Final Fantasy VII, artist unknown.

sing with me
A penny for your thoughts
A picture so it lasts
Let's knock down the walls of immortality
Your fingers on my skin only you hear my fears
Only you can help me heal
I see forever in you here
It's never enough no matter how many miles stand between us this is love

Angel Of Music

This is awful. I am wide awake in the basement, on this tiny airmattress that smells like a new barbie and its making me feel very sick, freezing my damn ass off. I don't want to go upstairs to get more blankets because the linen closet door squeaks really loudly and will probably wake everyone up. Not sure why I care at the moment, but whatever. I thought that 4 heavy blankets, a hoodie, and sweatpants was going to be enough, but apparently not.

Good thing it hasn't been warm enough this summer to put the air on, jesus. I would be a popsicle right now.

It is just so amazing how I can't adapt to this. I had over an hour of panic attacks when I first moved all my stuff down here and set up my makeshift bed for the next few days. I really am a creature of habit and I don't like that flow interrupted.

I'm really glad that I'm going over Scott's this morning anyway (the fam is going over my sister's all day and I have to work tonight so I can't go.... Might as well see my boyfriend. However, I probably wouldve gone over there regardless knowing that I've been awake since 4am.

It just makes me wonder HOW early is too early to go over there. I'm thinking since I am *lready in the basement, its not going to wake up the tents when I leave. Also, my car is in the driveway, so they won't even hear it. My grandma might, but oh well.

But I HATE being cold, and I am.so, I might leave in about 15 minutes. *sigh* this whole situation just makes me feel like a terrible person, but oh well....
affection: miserable


Awwww :( Where were you staying?